会在心里永远默默为你们祈祷。顺颂夏安。

爱你们的：珊妮

“珊妮！”读完信的泽亚，已是泪流满面。他接着又看了信件下面那封珊妮已经签好字的离婚协议。“不，不能！”徐泽亚愣住片刻，随即马上撕掉离婚协议，感觉心似乎缺了一块般疼痛，随即火速离开医院，驱车驶向珊妮可能会去的地方……

第47章 从心（下）

徐珊妮是凌晨3点钟写完信，又换了身衣服默默离开的。近日以来，她始终心存许多歉意、无奈、不舍，可放下信件和离婚协议书的那一刻，却似乎整个人都轻松多了。有一种担子压在身上很久很久，终于放下的感觉。

她驱车驶过市区，驶过家门口那片湖，可能爷爷和妈此刻还在等着自己回家，可她不想进门。她又驶过之前和泽亚经常来的泰瑞莎之家，这里也有很多她和泽亚的回忆啊。

就这样手扶方向盘，漫无目的地在晨光熹微的时候前往一个未知的目的地，她似乎感觉很好，心灵，似乎也终于放了个假。

前面是山区的一片峭壁。

她终于在这里停下来，放眼望去。山下面，整个城市还在昏睡，一览无余。

看着看着，她有了一种释怀的感觉。

她在信件中提到，要找个宁静的地方休息一下。那么死，会不会也是其中一个选择？

她看向山崖下面，是不是一切，都可以在这里结束了？

都说生命是一场偶然，死亡是一场必然。生命中总有无数的结束，与开始。

她总算可以遵从自己内心，做出一些选择。

徐珊妮想着，慢慢将车子停在一旁，沿着山顶再次向下看去，同时想起了昨天问过詹妮佛的一些事情。

“如今泽亚正安排医院这边，还有艾登博士一起为你治疗。你现在也有了宝宝，你要相信母婴输血法，很大程度上能拯救你的生命。”

“我们都希望的是，你能好好活下去，你知道么珊妮。我知道你也查了很多资料，知道这种病症可能对胎儿有些危险，可这些病例本就是具有特殊性的。最关键的是你和孩子的意念，你知道么？有时候生命，比你想的还要顽强。也有很多成功的例子，你先不要考虑太多，先好好疗养自己的身体。眼下宝宝还小，可能你的病情还明显些，可等孩子再大一点，通过反哺，很可能你会慢慢康复。”

詹妮佛晓之以理，动之以情，说的客观又生动，充满了号召力和教育意义。

可她毕竟不是自己。归根到底，她也是一个母亲啊。素来都是母亲对孩子的爱是无条件的，可从现在起，便要求自己的骨肉去为了自己做些事情，这都是作为母亲应该做的么？

母亲应该是天使，是上帝般的角色啊。此刻不知为何，她想起中学时看到的一则小故事：

The Angel's name is Mommy

Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born.

One day the child asked God: "They tell me you are going to send me to earth tomorrow but

how am I going to live there being so □□all and helpless"

God replied: "Among the many angels, I have chosen one for you. She will be waiting for

you and will take care of you."

"But, " said the child: "tell me here in Heaven I don‘t anything else but sing and □□ile. That‘s what I need to be happy!"

God said: "Your angel will sing for you and will also □□ile for you every day. And you will

feel your angel‘s love and be happy."

"And," said the child: "how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, If

I don‘t know the language that men talk"

"That‘s easy", said God: "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words

you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

The child looked up at God saying: "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you"

God □□iled at the child saying: "Your angel will Place your hands together and will

teach you how to pray."

The child said: "I‘ve heard on earth there are bad men. Who will Protect me"

God put his arm around the child, saying: "Your angel will defend you - even if it means

risking life!"

The child looked sad, saying: "But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

God hugged the child: "Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be

heard.

The child, in a hurry, asked softly: "Oh God, if I am about to leave now Please tell my

Angel’s name!"

God replied: "Your angel‘s name is of no importance...you will simply call her MOMMY!"